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May. 26th, 2008 12:35 am[Filter: Private]
Yes, reading and rereading the state of Dentorian politics as seen on these journals is a wonderful use of your time. Simply keep this as a habit and you will surely avoid the innevitable nightmares that are coming. Home, or nightmares, or something else entirely. There is little to be done but wait for it to come. At least the month started on a good note.
I could easily spend this time annoying certain people, or doing any sort of productive thing. Instead I am reduced to the waiting game. I can count myself lucky that my wife, and I have kept talking through the entire month. It seems like it has been a rare event over the past year. I need to stay with it this time. I don't think I can take the next leg of our journey without her.
I am to suffer in some way for Celeste. It is a duty I have never taken lightly; a service to the only family who would ever have me. She has the worse of it. She has to be the cause of an amount of suffering for many if the past is any indication. Still... I am not sure whether either of us are strong enough. I have to strengthen myself. I wish I knew a way to strengthen her without causing more problems.
I should enjoy these next fews days while I can.
Yes, reading and rereading the state of Dentorian politics as seen on these journals is a wonderful use of your time. Simply keep this as a habit and you will surely avoid the innevitable nightmares that are coming. Home, or nightmares, or something else entirely. There is little to be done but wait for it to come. At least the month started on a good note.
I could easily spend this time annoying certain people, or doing any sort of productive thing. Instead I am reduced to the waiting game. I can count myself lucky that my wife, and I have kept talking through the entire month. It seems like it has been a rare event over the past year. I need to stay with it this time. I don't think I can take the next leg of our journey without her.
I am to suffer in some way for Celeste. It is a duty I have never taken lightly; a service to the only family who would ever have me. She has the worse of it. She has to be the cause of an amount of suffering for many if the past is any indication. Still... I am not sure whether either of us are strong enough. I have to strengthen myself. I wish I knew a way to strengthen her without causing more problems.
I should enjoy these next fews days while I can.
